finally happy!

done and over with! and everyone was right... thanks to all my true friends! can't ask for anything else... ;) 

guilty

guilty as charged. I honestly do not think I have a poker face.. I tried to be very transparent. If I like you, I like you. If not, then so be it. But in this world, it cannot be just black and white, lots of grey areas.... and so that's where the problem begins... 


I'm guilty as charged - I have a secret that I'm dying to divulge but I can't. A secret that I just want to be done and over with, but with my family's advice, to not to to avoid further awkwardness... and i shall oblige. oh well! 

why oh why?

i've waited for so long, but there was no word. finally, i had to accept and move on and now you want to revisit and discuss. I don't want to expect anything,  because i no longer want to be disappointed. please stop playing this game with me. 

How can I be ok?

I pondered numerous time on how I can move on... but I can't seem to find a way. I'm so frustrated, disappointed on how it currently is, and I'm trying my hardest to be ok... I'm NOT ok! I'm NOT ok! I'm trying but I'm currently not..... how can I be if I know I can be at a much better place.. I can't take it anymore... stress is taking its toll.. so difficult! everyday, you have to smile but I HATE WHAT I'M DOING! WHAT IS STRESSFUL??? ummm, the unknown factor... oh well! 

Super Excited!

After a roller coaster ride these past few months, I am very happy to receive some god news - and this time, it is for myself! It is going to be challenging, but I know I can do it if I just give my all. I made the best and worst decisions ever (actually within 6 days!), but I've learned from these.

Please pray for me as I embark on this new journey! Wish me luck ;) live life. love life! ;)

going, going, gone!

This is one of the most difficult blog I have to write. Tears have been plenty and I'm trying my hardest to move forward. But, please do not ask me questions or even talk about it. Feelings of disappointments just keep resurfacing. Please do not talk to me as if I didn't give my all cause I did, and at my own demise. Just please let me find myself and happiness again... as you continue to make a fool of me ;) 

A Proper Goodbye...

There are so many things I wanted to say, so many things that I wanted to share - just didn't have the time to. Regrets are so many but it's too late. I wanted to believe that I didn't have the time when in fact, I just didn't make the time. For this and for so many others, I am so sorry...

I can't believe that 3 months have passed. There are days that I wish you were still here, and I can still tell you my stories and I can still listen to yours. I miss your jokes, your unbeatable and unmatched punchlines. Although we didn't talk much, I knew that if ever I needed you, you were there. Thank you for everything. Love you! 

How I wish...

I wish I can write what I really wanted to say. 

President Noy's first SONA

I am looking forward to President Noy's first SONA. I hope that he doesn't dwell on the numerous problems that his predecessor left, instead I hope that he focuses on the solution. I'm not saying that we shouldn't prosecute the guilty, we should. But, more importantly, we need to think about how we can move forward and succeed. As what I learned at a business writing seminar I attended, keep it short, just like how the infamous Gettysburg Address was. Through this, we don't lose the intended message. The Filipino people put their trust on you, President Noy, and trust that you have our prayers and support.

Happy Birthday, Mommy!

I love you always and forever. I may be my papa's princess, but i will always be your junior, xerox copy - the mini you (although I'm bigger) ;) Thank you for everything. Thank you for giving me endless opportunities and allowing me to become my own person. Thank you for always being there through my ups and downs.

Thank you for being my strength. Thank you for always trying to protect me from harm. Thank you for always making me laugh specially during times when everything seems to fall apart.

Thank you for continuously encouraging me. Thank you for believing in me even when I am in doubt.

We argue many times, but the inevitable fact remains - we'll always be mother and daughter.

I love you always and forever!

Happy 56th Birthday, Atchie (ay mali! I meant Mommy! ;)

Stay young and pretty para mukha tayong sisters forever!