going, going, gone!

This is one of the most difficult blog I have to write. Tears have been plenty and I'm trying my hardest to move forward. But, please do not ask me questions or even talk about it. Feelings of disappointments just keep resurfacing. Please do not talk to me as if I didn't give my all cause I did, and at my own demise. Just please let me find myself and happiness again... as you continue to make a fool of me ;)